Elegy

For A.K.

I still have your tiger

I’m using your name

you damned firecracker 

you fool

give me your doomed, your damned 

your born to die

I love regardless

headlong 

patiently 

what we have lost

we cannot know except in the having

a circuit shorted

milk spilt on a 

watercolour.  this smear 

was a garden 

this one the house

(2023)

On the Watchtower 

If we were not so frightened

If we didn’t need so

If every home was a homecoming 

And none died gnawing bones beneath the walls

Would we still set these lamps

Still ward the world away?

Yes, Brother

For the woods are deep and pathless

Yes, light them

As we prepare to receive 

Yes,

For the night you lose the path

For the night I set the lamps

For you

(November 2022)

Photo by Gadiel Lazcano on Unsplash

Front Lines

rust-hued cedar sprigs on the charred remains of a fire

we were not afraid

we had done it before

collected the bones

renamed them

we were not afraid and we worked to be not afraid

and we thought

this is the only way

this is how we have always done it

passing the bones

renaming them

but this time they were our own

(2022)