Oh! Those Victorians!

a wrought-iron spiral staircase painted red and white, in a lush tropical greenhouse

I write dirty books.  On the literary side, because I’m a hopeless show-off, but they’re books full of naked people and cuss words and often very little plot.  Why do I do this?  Of all the things I could write, why smut?

Insert obvious noises about it being fun, titillating, and at times very lucrative (if one writes the right kind of smut.) There is of course a great big long theoretical answer as well, because hey, I like trying to live from the heart of my philosophy.

And the evidence suggests I am one of those humans that doesn’t make enough dopamine unless vigorously stimulated.  It often feels like my choices are to write scorching sex scenes almost daily or succumb to an ennui so intense that I must develop another addiction to distract me. Maybe writing smut is my drug of choice.

But then dirty books about those repressed, prudish Victorians?

I follow the framing of landmark French philosopher Michel Foucault, whose work on the social construction of sexuality neatly upends this idea that the Victorians never spoke of sex.  Far from it, as sex became no longer a private activity but a matter of public concern.  Certain classes of people—homosexuals, working class families whose faith and poverty lead to an “excess” of children, wives who were disinterested in providing sexual services to their husbands, and so on—were doing sex wrong, and needed identifying, and where possible correction.  Deviance became not a matter for the church but for the doctor’s office, the psychiatrist’s couch.  Less a sin than a dysfunction to be remedied.  

Set against this is the growing agitation by these same groups, demanding less patronizing treatment from the ruling classes.  Homosexuality was criminalized, but by defining a criminal class who didn’t perceive their own behaviour as a criminal choice, the ruling class forced disparate individuals into a social unit, which then discovered it had significant power by dint of size alone.  The legal enclosure of homosexuality is the dawn of the modern, collectivized, queer rights movement.  State power labelled homosexual people and lumped them together in order to control them.  But as is the way with humans, the subjects of control, once forced into proximity, were able to define commonalities which allowed them to organize against the continued operation of Power.

That this discursive road is rocky as fuck is not really surprising. Winning any kind of space is hard, and those who win often then protect it against all others, even if it was those others (i.e. the trans women who drove the Stonewall uprising) who won them that space. Capitalism and the dogmas it serves want us to hate each other, so that we’ll keep fighting each other and not our masters.  Power right now wants to enclose trans people, but do that and it obliges them to align.  They count heads, and its suddenly not a handful of isolated cases but a sizeable percentage of the population.  One percent of the US population is over three million people. That’s… statistical.  That’s a voting bloc.  That’s how we change the world.

Not For Trade

or

“Do you ever get the feeling you’ve been cheated?”

I don’t align with all of Brian Eno’s public opinions, but I can’t find fault with him on the subject of NFTs.  Like him, I can’t say that I’ve ever understood why they need to exist.  How does making something owned make it better?  “A person claims exclusive ownership of this.”  So fucking what?  If anything, the thing owned has lost value, because now it is removed from public meaning-making. 

Putting your art on the NFT marketplace fees like fighting other artists for the coins some rich idiot tossed from the upper deck of the RMS Titanic. We’re all going to die in about an hour, but by all means, let’s fight for that silver. Something to grip in our teeth on the way down. Something to pay the ferryman.

Crypto-bros like to think they’re anarchists, but the point of anarchism (not anarchy, but capital-A Anarchism, as in the political philosophy of localized self-governance, with special emphasis on governance) isn’t to “fuck the system” but to create a system that is incapable of fucking us.  There’s still going to have to be A System. None of the comforts of the modern world exist without a cohesive society with ample financial resources. If we burn the world, the internet goes too. Oops.

The more we do what crypto-bros think is best, the less livable the world becomes. Right down to, where do they think their microwaveable pizza crust comes from?  Their own ingenuity?  Or hundreds of workers in a supply chain that will collapse if we keep burning the world by mining cryptocurrency. There will be no pizza. No Soylent, no poké bowl delivered by an Ubereats driver whose take won’t cover the cost of the gas to get it to your house.  If push comes to shove, the crypto-bros can always eat each other.  Looks like they’ve already begun.

Front Lines

rust-hued cedar sprigs on the charred remains of a fire

we were not afraid

we had done it before

collected the bones

renamed them

we were not afraid and we worked to be not afraid

and we thought

this is the only way

this is how we have always done it

passing the bones

renaming them

but this time they were our own

(2022)

dirty money

they will come one evening

with a dump truck

back it up to your house

and pour out the money

take it

take the dirty money

spend it wrong

spend it madly, wrongly

on matches for bridges

on ladders not for your own feet but for the next and the next ones

let them give you the only thing they have

as you win their game then pocket the dice and run

ask for more

spend it all

buy pitchforks

(Jan 2022)

A Few Words about Essentialism

**CAVEAT: IF YOU DISAGREE WITH THE FOLLOWING, FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT’S HOLY, PLEASE DO NOT ENGAGE WITH ME ON THE TOPIC. Maybe you think I’m being far-fetched, that I’m making false equivalences. Too bad.  Suck it up, and move on, because I do not debate subjects that involve my friends being negated from existence if your side “wins.” Trans rights are human rights, full stop. Thank you.**

Everything Solnit writes makes me think. Even when I agree with her completely, her words add new levels of understanding. Her recent repost of her 2020 Guardian article lead me to rattle off the following:

Accents of pronunciation suggest that what many of us take as physically innate is often very malleable. No one is born with an accent. We are merely born with the capacity to make sounds, and we train our bodies (mouths, lungs, vocal cords) to produce the sounds that endear us to our environment. Children mimic their adults’ speech patterns, whatever those happen to be.  Adults pick up local accents without any intention to do so.  It’s what we do, and we’re built to do it with whatever speech patterns exist in our environment.

And we change our accents. Maybe not to the point of indistinguishability, but we alter our speech all the time. If you think you would never change the way you speak, and certainly never to “impress someone,” tell me right now you use the same language at the bar with your best friends that you use with your grandmother. Very few of us can say yes. Just like you don’t scream “FUCK” in church (if this is the sort of thing you do happen to scream in your church, lemme know, I have questions) you maybe don’t drop as many ‘aitches’ or slur your vowels when you’re sitting in front of a university admissions panel.

Our voices are part of our bodies. They don’t come from our brains alone, but from an interaction between our brains and bodies.  Our vocal chords, which we can reshape at will. Reshape your body at will.

What’s my point?

That we change our bodies.

All the time.

On purpose.

Things about ourselves which seem physically unchanging, aren’t, and we change them on purpose.

Our performance of gender can be one of those things. 

And clinging to the illusion of gender essentialism is a waste of everyone’s time.