Thank god it was news
And not something you learned of later
A sidenote in someone else’s history
Thank god that it breaks hearts
That we call it what it is
A crime, a tragedy
Thank god we know it happened
And we don’t call it a joke
Pretend it doesn’t matter
Once, nobody cried when our lives were cut short
Once, daring to live your life meant you
Deserved such a death
Destroyed in the act of acceptance
Immolated by a false fear
This underhanded belief
masking itself as love
Yet our lives still matter less
Yet still we mourn
We rage
We do not deserve this
This death
These denials
Here, we stand
Here and now
No defeat
No erasure
No surrender
It is you who made this a war
It is you who are defeated
When all we ever wanted was peace
(June 2023)
This is not the most sophisticated poem, in that it makes its claims more overtly than others I have written. The power of poetry is its ability to sidestep a facet of society and/or the human experience, not to avoid it but to observe it differently.
Black and white divisions are for chessboards, not for people. The natural world is characterized by permeable membranes. Things must pass into you, out of you, through you, in order for you to be alive. Parts of you are always dying and other parts being reborn and the idea that anything is static is simply that, an idea which says nothing about how reality actually behaves.
The opposite of freedom isn’t imprisonment, it’s surveillance.



